In Defense of the Bland

By: Natalia Prusinska

I’m guilty of allowing            a few memories to dominate my identity   

 

like the small majority of companies        that own everything we buy.  

 

I once cut my hand in a Home Depot, and my sister, thinking it was

 

paint, wiped it on the concrete floor,           confusing the harmful

 

for the harmless         like all those years     I sided with my father.

 

I remember my father would proudly tell me he loves how

 

fucked up our family is. At least we’re not boring.      I’m guilty of wanting

 

the untoasted bread of lives.          Of wanting to not wake up and first

 

check how anxious I am the way some people first check the weather.


Natalia Prusinska (she/her) is a queer poet. Her chapbook, Hard Jolts of Hope, was published in 2021. Her work has been featured in Cream City Review, Passages North, Ghost City Review, and elsewhere. She lives with her partner in Los Angeles. 
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